Mastermindkind

This is a little about me. Just a small story about the real Ronald Kibet. Years have gone by since you brought me in this world, When i was young i never had the privileges of good parenting, When i was 3 i had to run away from home to the streets for my own wellbeing, Then my dad and mum were slaves to illicit brew, No one cared what we ate or where we slept, Our big sister ran away to our grandma, there she went to school and came to visit once, My two brothers and i were left in 'hell' with our don't care parents, My parents could brew very early in the morning and start drinking as early as 6am, When we woke up there was no breakfast only the well known "eye killer" 'chang'aa', So we had to drink chang'aa and ugali for breakfast, Due to much consumption of illicit brew as kids, my two brothers died at the age of 4, There is when i left home and set off to the streets, No one chased me away from home i just found myself gone, Ther

Do you know me really? I doubt if you do, You saw my smile and got attracted by it, But my question is,  Do you know what is deep within that smile? Deep beneath my smile are dark secrets and painful thoughts, Inside my smile is bare loneliness and a gap left by my parents when i was 7, My smile is my mask to hide the other side of me, the real me, The dark side of me is just like the dusk, It is not known to many. Deep within my smile are feelings that my heart cannot hold, Painful feelings not meant for the heart to hold and not meant for the mind to conceive. Behind that smile are gallons of tears ready to be shed anytime, Behind that smile is a weakness of fury and rage ready to bounce out like an angry tiger, That smile carries alot that can't be disposed off easily. Behind that smile still is a genuine smile, Behind that smile there are people that it holds and cherish dearly, People called friends and family, But mostly friends and am glad you are my friend

When i was thirteen i didn't know what love was, My heart knew no pain caused by love, As a teen i loved and lived a thirteen life with less thoughts of love, All i always thought about was WWE; Raw and smackdown, I yawned to watch Shawn Michael and The one and only Undertaker, Living a thirteen life was awesome and cool. Now, come the new thirteeen generation, They know nothing about WWE, They know nothing about 'cha baba na cha mama', Oooh, they know nothing about hide and seek, They know less about 'vuka hapa uone or angusha hii mawe nikuonyeshe', They know nothing about the discipline we received when we messed. All they know is lots of soup opera and opera mini, Children aged thirteen know about love, Haven't you heard a small girl giving birth? Yes, they know what love is, Worst of all they actually know even what sex is, So this is the kind of generation we are in now, A generation where a small child can't be sent by their elders,